You still use it. You crop it a little tighter every year.
Since it was taken you built something. You carried people through years you do not talk about much. You learned exactly what you are made of, and it turned out to be more than anyone expected.
None of that is in the picture.
The woman in that photograph is younger than you. She is also less than you.
You do not need to get back to her. You need a photograph of the woman who took her place.
Portraits of you, made for you. For the chapter you are in now and for the people who will want to see it later.
Images that match the level you actually operate at. For the website, the speaking page, the profile, the press.
Forty women over 40 years old, photographed properly, and their stories written down while they are still the ones telling them.